I need to start watching previews

I'm very anti-spoiler when it comes to tv shows. I never even watch the "next week on..." I like to be surprised and see how the story is supposed to come out. I NEVER watch any type of spoiler. I know, I'm one of the very few. So I was completely blindsided while watching B.rothers and Sisters while answering the door for all the trick-er-treaters. Nothing freaks out a parent more than a crazy lady in a pumpkin shirt with mascara running down her face holding a bowl of B.utterfingers in one hand and a glass of red wine in the other. We're now "that house". And like an idiot, I kept watching the entire show, knowing full well it was going to make me continue to cry.

And the red witch didn't come out for Halloween. I need to call my nurse tomorrow. Exactly 2 weeks ago my progesterone was 4.62 so I should have gotten my period by now. And yes, I did POAS and it was blinding white. I am so freakin ready to get on with this, it is all I think about and is SOOOO not healthy.

There's the door...I think it might be time to turn out all the lights and finish this candy off myself