Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Still nothing

I stayed strong this morning and didn't test. Mainly because we have people staying with us and I couldn't have handled the negative since at this point (13 dpiui) it would be pretty damn accurate. And for that reason, I won't be testing tomorrow morning either. I really don't want to be in tears dropping these people off at the metro. I will though, before the beta, just to have my moment by myself (since the house guests will be gone).

Oh, and another note to self: When 13 dpiui, do not wear your red (really blood red) underwear. I swear I cursed every single time I went to the bathroom today (which was a lot). The pr.ometrium drips do not help that situation either (sorry, that was probably a bit tmi)

Still no AF-type cramps, so that's a plus. Still waking up all sweaty, a minus. Still crazy huge, painful boobs, a plus. Face so broken up I need to dip it in a vat of concealer, a minus. Still no spotting, another plus. Yes, I literally have a plus/minus table going here. Problem is, all of the plus signs can all be explained by the Pr.ometium.

At this point, as much as I want a positive, I just want to know and move on if I have to. I'm tired of this freaking wait.

Thanks for all the good thoughts though, I appreciate it. And I love all my new commentors (not sure if that's a word). I promise to update my blog soon, but you're all in my bloglines and I love reading your stories!

12 comments:

Maria said...

The p supps are the worse! Every possible pregnancy symptom you feel could be from them. It's such a hair wrenching thing.

LOL, I have the same problem with wearing black underwear when AF is due.

Good Luck Tomorrow. I'm keeping my fingers triple crossed for you!!

Shelby said...

I'm really pulling for you! I definitely understand not wanting to test with people around. Best of luck!!

Jen said...

I basically stopped testing in the last couple of months. I decided I would rather wait for the inevitable.

Heather said...

commentors seems more appropriate than "commentators" - we're really commenting, not commentating... if you want to call us commentors, you go on with your bad self. :)

Fertilize Me said...

Wishing you lots of well wishes for that pee stick torture device and beta

Michell said...

God I am so with you in hating the prometrium. It sucks. Hang in there and I still hope you get a BFP.

chicklet said...

Wow, good self control. I think you're right to hold off til they're gone.I'd so wanna know but not with people around...

Meg said...

You have such willpower!! I will be thinking of you tomorrow and either way, you will be able to move forward.

sarah23 said...

I am crossing my fingers for you!! I don't think I could wait to test as long as you are, but I admire you for it! :)

Ms Heathen said...

I really hope that your next test brings good news - am keeping all my fingers crossed for a positive!

Bean said...

It was nice meeting you in person Sunday - and thanks for the yummy cookies (I ate waaaaay too much!). My fingers, and toes, are crossed for you! Good luck tomorrow.

Yoka said...

Meghan, I can't wait to hear from you and your results. Please keep us all posted. I keep my fingers crossed for you.