Thursday, December 6, 2007

nope

First response was negative this morning. Still had to go in for the beta. I checked with my nurse yesterday and since I now have a history of chemicals, they want to make sure my levels are zero.

Surprisingly ok, just ok, but as Mr H put it this morning, OK is pretty damn good right now. I'm sure it'll hit me a bit more later, like when the next round of meds arrives!

I'm going to see if I can stay on the pro.metrium for just 2 more days. We're supposed to go down to FL for my Aunt's 60th birthday this weekend. She's my god mother and has been fighting breast cancer for the last 5 years. When we bought our tickets down, we made sure they were refundable in case this cycle was a bust, knowing that I'd probably have CD3 b/w and u/s that weekend. Mr H and I talked about it last night and at this point, we've waited 2.5 years, what is 2 more days. I'd much rather spend the weekend surrounded by my family. And I don't want IF to take that away from me too. We're going to stay with my cousin, she and I are just 16 months apart and have always been super close. Some of her TLC is exactly what I need right now. So I'm thinking of taking my dose tonight and tomorrow morning. That should be enough for AF to stay away until Saturday.

21 comments:

battynurse said...

Taking the prometrium for a couple more days sounds like an ok plan to me. I had thought about that too as I was supposed to be out of town this weekend too. Enjoy your visit with your family.

Heather said...

"ok" IS pretty damn good. sending you a big ol' hug.

LJ said...

*sigh* Sorry about the craptastic news....

Debby said...

i hope family time does you good this weekend and that you can become even more than "ok". Although...I do agree, that OK is so not bad.

Mindy said...

Sorry you're news wasn't better. Hope the prometrium works and you have some good family time this weekend. Take care.

Meg said...

Bummer Meghan....have fun this weekend!!!

Shelby said...

I'm so sorry! I hope you have some great family time this weekend. Sending lots of hugs your way!

HereWeGoAJen said...

Sorry you got a negative. But I am glad you get to see your family. I hope you have a good time.

JJ said...

Im sorry Meghan...enjoy comfort in your family time this weekend.

Jen said...

Oh man. I'm sorry its a negative. But I'm glad that you are not letting IF take away time with family and friends. Its way to easy to let it consume all aspects of our lives.

deanna said...

oh, hon.....I'm so sorry.

I think you're right to keep your trip plans. Surrounding yourself with people who love you seems like good medicine.

Thinking of you.......

Yoka said...

I am so sorry that it didn't work. Sending lots of hugs your way. I am glad you get to see your family and have a chance for some distraction.

Maria said...

Family usually is the best remedy, for when you need lots of love. I'm so sorry.

Sending lots of love and hugs!

Geohde said...

Hon,

I'm sorry.

xx

J

A'Dell said...

I am sorry that you're in this place now - this ridiculous waiting period.

I am glad to see that you are going to go on your trip though. One of the things that I am always the most upset about is how I have let IF put my life on hold.

There are so many things that I didn't do in the past year and I am FURIOUS with myself for that...

I'm not letting anything stop me from doing things now. I'm glad that you're not either. Life goes on.

Sunny said...

HUGS! Start saving your christmas cards for the first ever burning.

TeamWinks said...

Glad to hear you will be surrounded by so many that love and support you. Sorry this month was a bust.

elizabeth said...

I'm sorry that this cycle was not the one for you.Your weekend sounds like the perfect comfort/distraction.

Frenchie said...

Sorry to hear it was a bust...(this time!). :0(

Take good care.

AwkwardMoments said...

I think "OK" is pretty darn super. Let your family love and encourage you this weekend. Even if they do not know about the TTC journey. At least the weather is perfect in FL right now. Not sweatting hot and never too cold! Have a fun (as can be) trip

Adriane said...

So sorry to hear your news. Hope you are able to enjoy your weekend.