I do NOT like needles!! And I suppose there are other reasons too, but right now the anti-needle thing is ranking pretty high.
We had our injections class yesterday. I thought I'd feel so much better about shooting up after it but no, that needle looks quiet sharp and pointy. It didn't help that the nurse leading the class was pregnant. Now I know she's still allowed to work and everything, but couldn't she take a behind the scenes job or something like that?!?!
Also our nurse ordered all my meds for next month. I think I need to do a little research on the pharmacies and everything. We're paying out of pocket for all the injectibles and from what I've read, some places are cheaper than others.
Had a busy, short week. Actually made it to the gym twice so I'm pretty proud of myself. I'm going to try to use this month off to focus all my getting pregnant energy into getting healthy. I've gained 20 pounds since I got on this ride and am so disgusted with myself. I've got a friend who puts on her wedding dress every 6 months to make sure it still fits. And while I agree that is pretty damn neurotic and probably a sign of some body image disorder or something (this same friend has a pair of jeans from high school that she also puts on every 6 months), I know there is no way I could get mine over my new found ass and the 2007 edition of my hips. And forget about something from high school, I was a full 50 pounds lighter then....although those were my maniac cross country running days and I looked like a boy...but still. I'd be happy if I could drop 5 pounds before the IUI. And then I wouldn't need to go out an buy new pants either.
I think the biggest culprit is my nightly glass(es) of wine. But they really save my mental health, which leaves me with a bit of a decision. Mental health vs. physical health. Sanity vs. fitting into my pants. hmmm.....I'm afraid this makes me sound like I have some sort of a problem. Which I don't...I swear (this also makes it sound like I have a problem). But really, I greatly decrease my wine to maybe once a week during the 2ww...just happens I go on a 3-4 week long binge leading up to it!
Time to get off my ass and get it to the gym. Maybe if I had a fancy gym like Cece wrote about the other day it'd be easier to get myself there...but knowing me probably not.