HPT was negative this morning. I'l still go in for the beta tomorrow to confirm but I stopped the Pr.ometrium so hopefully AF will get on her merry little way.
This just sucks. I know it wasn't supposed to happen and it's a miracle that it even did...but why the tease?? If it wasn't going to work, I really wish Fate hadn't f-ed with my head. Because for a few days there, I actually believed.
Thanks for all your kind words. They help more than you know.
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- Meghan
- This is a little bit about me, my hubby, and our journey to start a family.
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Total out of pocket expenses to date
$3487.41~that includes various co-pays, 1 CD 3 bloodwork and 1 ultrasound for testing, HSG, 2 betas, IUI #1 (meds, 3x b/w and u/s, IUI, and beta), IUI #2 (meds, 3x u/s, 2x b/w, IUI)
Our timeline
- Jan 22 saw heartbeat at 6w3d...guess it's real
- 18 dpiui beta = 1077!
- 16dpiui beta = 450
- 13dpiui beta = 121
- Dec 07- IUI #2- 50 mg C.lomid + 150 IU F.ollistim = BFP!
- Nov 07- IUI #1-50 mg C.lomid + 75 IU f.ollistim = BFN
- Nov 5- BFN, beta dropped to less than 5, chemical pregnancy
- Nov 1-BFP on 4 HPT--what a suprise!!!!
- October 07-Sept was annovulatory, waiting on AF to start first IUI
- September 07-on the bench
- August 07- officially diagnosed with "unexplained fertility", going to start with IUI
- July/August 07- CD 3 bloodwork all normal, HSG all clear!!!
- June 07-finally get first RE appt!
- March 07- CD 21 progesterone test showed I didn't ovulate that month, Hubby's SA came back with low morphology. Gyno referred us to an RE
- Feb 07- scheduled appt with gyno, charting showed late O and probably LPD
- June 06- got serious! Started charting and using CBEFM
- June 05- went off bcp, sometimes preventing, sometimes trying, not taking the whole thing too seriously
- April 05- We got married!!
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17 comments:
Meghan, I am so sorry
I'm so, so sorry Meghan. Let me know if you need anything. This just sucks!
I'm so so sorry.
That does suck. It is totally unfair to be given hope and then have it snatched away. I am so sorry.
I just hate it when that sensation of success evaporates. It's like Mother Nature torturing us for sport. Just too cruel for words...thinking of you Meghan and wishing you well.
Awful. just awful. I'm so sorry that you had to go through this.
I am so so sorry.
I'm so sorry, Sweetie.
Crapola.
I think Fate dished you MY wish for a chem preg and gave me YOUR wish for AF...
J
ugh, that just freakin blows.
I am so very sorry. If you need anything please let me know.
I am so sorry, Meghan.
Meghan I'm so sorry and I'm so sorry I wasn't around for the rollercoaster either (bloglines!). I'll be drinking with you in a few days.
well, shoot! I'm sorry.
Meghan, I am so sorry I am just now catching up on your blog--and wow, what a roller coaster you have been on the past few days!
I am so so sorry for the heartbreak. Thinking of you!
I'm so terribly sorry for your loss. This just sucks so badly. I wish I could give you a big hug right now. XOXO
I am so terribly sorry. This is just not fair.
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